So this guy... The only one who'd expressed any interest in me in years... Ya, him. How Why is it that I make such a complete and total tit of myself everytime he's around? I've already successfully dissuaded him of any interest in me. Do I really need to keep making myself seem even more loserific?
Hi,
I see your last entry was in Oct. 2010 so no idea if you are even still writing this blog. I am in a similar boat as you and found this blog on accident while searching for information. I am 30, female, and a virgin. I feel I am average looking and not a lesbian btw. I have never been on a date nor asked to go on one. I have no idea what real life relationships are like because I have never had opportunity to be in one. Not to sound like a downer, but I probably never will. I'm quiet and unassuming, mostly unnoticeable. I am in therapy (that is doing nothing for my virginity and little for anything else). I do know one thing the longer I have waited the worse my anxiety towards men and about the whole thing has gotten, now to the point where I am trying to accept life long virginity. Anyways, not to draw attention away from your blog. Just saying I enjoy reading it and I hope you find what you're looking for. bye
Posted by: vintagecherries1980 | Saturday, 01 January 2011 at 06:42